I never FELT like I BELONGED.
I FELT different.
So I tried to FIT IN.
But I failed every time,
because
I could never be GOOD ENOUGH
to FIT IN.
Therefore
I BELIEVED
that there had to be something wrong with me,
so I took my life into my hands.
I BELIEVED that if I was
PERFECT then I would
FIT IN.
But what is PERFECT?
It is a path that leads to a dead end,
because once you get there
you realize that you are
not PEFECT ENOUGH
because there is always
someone who is more PERFECT.
When do you get off of this train?
When you meet your PEFECT CONDUCTOR.
HE finds you in the train wreck.
And HE picks you up.
HE wipes the dust off of your face
and looks right into your eyes
and says,
"I LOVE YOU".
And then it happens.
A tear starts to fall from your eye.
And them from the other eye.
And then there is a stream of tears
that you have been storing up for years,
because you never allowed yourself to feel so deep,
because you were afraid that if you would allow yourself to
feel what you would feel
you would never stop crying.
And that is why you strived to be
PERFECT,
dancing to the tune of everyone's music,
because all you really wanted
was to BELONG somewhere.
And there HE IS.
You BELONG TO JESUS.
For you found PERFECT.
For PERFECT is looking at you.
Yup.
That is my story.
When JESUS found little ole me.
I BELONG.
For JESUS is your
STORY CHANGER.
Take a moment.
And LOOK UP.
And just say HIS NAME~
JESUS.
And wait.
Because there HE WILL BE,
because HE has been
"LOOKING FOR YOU"
(listen to the song below)
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