Day 10: Believing Doubt
When DOUBT seeps in
it becomes BELIEF,
NOT BELIEVING GOD
DOUBT DOUBTS GOD'S PROMISE.
GOD opened my heart to this truth,
as I have been having my own pity party
the moment I invited
Oh I BELIEVE GOD
I begin growing weary in the
that leads to my becoming a
of my circumstances,
woe is me is my chant
DOUBT sees IMPOSSIBLE!
Have you been there?
You TRUST GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART,
yet are LEANING ON YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDING,
so that TRUST becomes DOUBT!
GOD woke me up today
with the ANSWER to my prayer,
which was not the ANSWER that I thought HE would ANSWER~
"STOP DOUBTING and TRUST ME".
Oh how quickly I forget my own words to
TRUST GOD & WAIT PATIENTLY & WATCH EXPECTANTLY,
as they quickly become
DOUBT GOD & WAIT IMPATIENTLY & WATCH UN~EXPECTANTLY
WAITING feels so UNPRODUCTIVE
so that I then question GOD~
What if GOD didn't REALLY hear me?
What if there is something else that I can do?
Maybe I am not supposed to
WAIT for GOD
and help HIM along?
So am I REALLY TRUSTING GOD with my PRAYER,
if I keep DOUBTING in the WAIT?
It is hard to admit,
but I am not REALLY TRUSTING GOD,
because I am WAITING IN DOUBT.
Oh how DOUBT overtakes you
when you forget to
TRUST IN THE LORD with ALL YOUR HEART
because you are
LEANING ON YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDING.
TRUST is LEANING on GOD'S UNDERSTANDING
you and I
more than we can UNDERSTAND ourselves.
working ALL THINGS for the GOOD
for those who LOVE HIM*,
even when it appears as if GOD is sleeping on the job.
Oh GOD'S UNDERSTANDING
is UNFATHOMABLE to our little human minds~
"Oh, the depth of the riches, both of the wisdom and knowledge of GOD! How unsearchable are
His judgments and UNFATHOMABLE HIS ways" (Romans 11:33)!
Who can FATHOM the mind and ways of GOD?
But who can BELIEVE THE PROMISES
our UNFATHOMABLE GOD?
You, me, everyone.
If GOD's UNDERSTANDING is beyond our
GOD WORKS ALL THINGS FOR THE GOOD
for those who LOVE HIM *(Romans 8:28)
will you join me and put a stop to
that GOD goes beyond UNDERSTANDING,
as HE is doing something in our hearts
that is UNFATHOMABLE IMMEASURABLE ~
"Now to HIM who is able to [carry out HIS purpose and] do superabundantly more than all that we dare ask or think [infinitely beyond our greatest prayers, hopes, or dreams], according to HIS power that is at work within us, to HIM be the glory in the church and in CHRIST JESUS throughout all generations forever and ever. Amen"
( Ephesians 3:20-21).
I am TRUSTING the
"GOD OF THE IMPOSSIBLE"
(listen to the song below)