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Day 1: Your Crutch

Writer: Joni
Joni
11 minutes ago
4 min read

WHAT IF

YOU COULD WALK DIFFERENTLY?

You have a broken leg.

You now have two CRUTCHES.

You have to depend on them both or you can't walk.

Because if you try to walk with one,you will have a limp.

You need the pair.

CRUTCHES.

They come in all shapes & sizes.

And somehow,they don't seem to make walking any easier.

With every step,

you are

STRIVING & STRIVING

just to move forward.

Eventually,you may get to your destination,

but you arrive

SWEATY,TIRED,&EXHAUSTED.

Yet you keep using the same

CRUTCHES

because they are the onesyou have always used.

They are FAMILIAR.

They feel like they FIT.

CRUTCH~

"A person or thing on which something else is based or depends".

Oh, the CRUTCHES OF LIFE that come in all shapes & sizes~

FOOD.

ALCOHOL.

SHOPPING.

DRUGS.

MONEY.

SUCCESS.

PEOPLE.

CONTROL.

And then there are the ones you can't see~

BITTERNESS.ANGER.SHAME.FEAR.RESENTMENT.PERFECTIONISM.SELF-PROTECTION.

Oh,

 the CRUTCHES OF LIFE

that we depend upon to help us walk,

yet somehow become

STUMBLING BLOCKS

that keep us standing in the same place,

even though we think we are moving.

But...

WHAT IF?

WHAT IF there is ANOTHER WAY?

What if you don't have to STRIVE your way through life?

What if you don't have to keep holding yourself up?

What if the life of

IMMEASURABLY MORE

isn't somewhere out there waiting for your circumstances to finally become

IMMEASURABLY BETTER?

What if you could experience

THE IMMEASURABLY MORE OF JESUS RIGHT NOW,

even when what you

SEE

doesn't look like more,

and what you

FEEL

certainly doesn't feel like more?

Hmm.

Then you are handed something completely different.

FORGIVENESS

&

LOVE.

You reach for them.

And something feels different.

You aren't striving quite so hard.

You aren't carrying quite so much.

There is a PEACE you can't explain.

And that almost makes you nervous.

Because it feels TOO EASY.

There has to be a catch.

So you drop

FORGIVENESS & LOVE

and reach back down for your old

CRUTCHES.

Why?

Because they're FAMILIAR.

And FAMILIAR can feel safer than FAITH.

So...

You pick up CONTROL.

You grab FEAR.

You hold onto RESENTMENT.

You reach for whatever has always helped you feel SAFE.

And once again,

you STRIVE.

And

STRIVE.

And

STRIVE.

Until the sweat begins falling from your brow.

And there,

lying beside you

are still

FORGIVENESS

&

LOVE.

And then you remember,

when you were walking in

FORGIVENESS and LOVE

you weren't carrying everything.

It almost felt as though

SOMEONE WAS CARRYING YOU.

There was a PEACE that was so UNFAMILIAR,

yet somehow SO RIGHT.

And suddenly you now question

WHAT IF?

WHAT IF CONTROL isn't keeping me safe?

WHAT IF the things you have been depending upon

 are actually the things wearing you out?

WHAT IF SURRENDERING

doesn't mean LOSING CONTROL,

but finally admitting that you were never

 IN CONTROL in the first place?

And...

WHAT IF

the IMMEASURABLY MORE

that you may be keep waiting for isn't necessarily

MORE MONEY,

MORE SUCCESS,

MORE ANSWERS,

MORE PEOPLE,

MORE HEALING,

MORE CERTAINTY,

MORE OF WHAT I WANT?

WHAT IF

IMMEASURABLY MORE IS MORE OF JESUS?

Paul prayed~

“Now to HIM who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to HIS power that is at work within us...” (Ephesians 3:20)

Don't miss those words:

AT WORK WITHIN US.

Maybe the

IMMEASURABLY MORE

is already beginning

WITHIN YOU

before you ever see it happening

AROUND YOU.

Your circumstances may not have changed.

The person may not have changed.

The diagnosis may not have changed.

The relationship may not have changed.

The answer you are waiting for may still not have come.

And yet,

JESUS IS HERE.

And because

JESUS IS HERE,

you can experience

MORE PEACE in the middle of uncertainty.

MORE LOVE in the middle of hurt.

MORE FORGIVENESS in the middle of offense.

MORE GRACE in the middle of weakness.

MORE JESUS in the middle of LESS.

Oh...

WHAT IF?

What if you finally put down the things you have been using to hold yourself up

and discover you were never meant to hold yourself up?

Because JESUS isn't merely ANOTHER CRUTCH

to add to all the others.

HE isn't something we reach foruntil we can walk by ourselves again.

JESUS IS OUR LIFE.

HE said~

“Apart from ME you can do nothing" (John 15:5.)

Dependence upon JESUS isn't weakness at all.

 It's's exactly how we were created to WALK.

Not independently of HIM.

But WITH HIM.

IN HIM.

THROUGH HIM.

WHAT IF today is the day

to put down CONTROL.

Put down BITTERNESS.

Put down FEAR.

Put down SHAME.

Put down the ____________

you have been leaning upon.

And receive

HIS FORGIVENESS.

HIS LOVE.

HIS GRACE.

HIS STRENGTH.

HIS PEACE.

HIM.

Because perhaps the question isn't:

WHAT IF JESUS GIVES ME IMMEASURABLY MORE?

Maybe the question is:

WHAT IF JESUS IS MY IMMEASURABLY MORE?

And

WHAT IF

RIGHT HERE,

RIGHT NOW,

before anything around you changes,

you could begin experiencing

the

IMMEASURABLY MORE OF JESUS

simply because

HE IS WITH YOU.

And maybe that's when you finally discover

you don't need another

CRUTCH.

You need JESUS.

Because

“WE ALL NEED JESUS.”

(listen to the song below)


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