Always Something

It happens every time.

I go through SOMETHING & I know that

GOD is doing SOMETHING,

but then fear overtakes me~

as I sit in the silent waiting

& I wonder~

Is GOD really doing SOMETHING?

Is GOD really working behind & in the scenes?

Is GOD really using my circumstances to grow my faith?

And I wonder if HE wonders~

Why doesn't she get it?