I didn't want to get up this morning
because I didn't feel like meeting with GOD.
I know that doesn't sound very Christian~ese
but in my not wanting to get up
was saying that I could cancel my morning date
with GOD.
What happens when I take a break from GOD?
Well it isn't good
because
I do what I want to do when I want to.
I don't do what I don't what to do when I don't want to do it.
I choose anxiety to be my partner for the day.
I live in fear of the "what ifs".
When I take a break from GOD
I break down.
I know HE is with me, yet I drag HIM along.
I know that HE loves me, yet I never acknowledge the immensity of it.
I know that HE forgives me, yet I act as if I deserve it.
I didn't want to get up this morning
because I didn't feel like meeting with
GOD
and oh how that brings sorrow to my soul.
Who would I be without GOD?
Who would you be without GOD?
Number one we wouldn't be here because
didn't GOD knit us together in our mother's womb
and all us HIS WORKMANSHIP?
Didn't GOD "so love" us
that HE sent HIS SON to be swaddled in manger
so HE would die on a cross
so that we didn't have to?
Didn't GOD set me free from years of bondage to what I made my god?
Didn't GOD graciously let me sleep in a wee bit
because of
HIS GRACE
because of the gift of free will~
to do what I want to do when I want to do it, even if it doesn't include HIM?
Well I am awake, and it isn't because of the espresso.
GOD never gives up on us.
GOD never lets us sleep in without giving us a gentle tap
to look HIS way
because HE has so much for each and every one of us
if we only
wake up to
HIM
and never stop putting HIM first
all day long
because
didn't HE put us first
when HE put HIS SON on the Cross?
GOOD MORNING!
I am glad I woke up
because I was greeted with the
"GOODNESS OF GOD" (listen to the song below)