Good Morning

I didn't want to get up this morning

because I didn't feel like meeting with GOD.

I know that doesn't sound very Christian~ese

but in my not wanting to get up

was saying that I could cancel my morning date

with GOD.

What happens when I take a break from GOD?

Well it isn't good

because

I do what I want to do when I want to.

I don't do what I don't what to do when I don't want to do it.

I choose anxiety to be my partner for the day.

I live in fear of the "what ifs".

When I take a break from GOD

I break down.

I know HE is with me, yet I drag HIM along.

I know that HE loves me, yet I never acknowledge the immensity of it.

I know that HE forgives me, yet I act as if I des