- JONI
Good Morning

I didn't want to get up this morning
because I didn't feel like meeting with GOD.
I know that doesn't sound very Christian~ese
but in my not wanting to get up
was saying that I could cancel my morning date
with GOD.
What happens when I take a break from GOD?
Well it isn't good
because
I do what I want to do when I want to.
I don't do what I don't what to do when I don't want to do it.
I choose anxiety to be my partner for the day.
I live in fear of the "what ifs".
When I take a break from GOD
I break down.
I know HE is with me, yet I drag HIM along.
I know that HE loves me, yet I never acknowledge the immensity of it.
I know that HE forgives me, yet I act as if I des