I am missing
GOD.
I have been going through a
dry spell.
I still talk to
HIM.
I still love
HIM.
I still believe in
HIM.
I just haven't been
FEELING HIM~
that closeness of
HIS PRESENCE
that is beyond anything that you & will experience
because
HIS PRESENCE
trumps everything.
I know we go through peaks and valleys.
I know that this is a season that
HE
is taking me through
But I miss
GOD.
It is during these times when
BLIND FAITH~
"For we live by faith, not by sight" (2 Cor. 5:7)
becomes so beyond real
as it feels more like a test
that I so want to pass.
"Are you there GOD when I can't FEEL YOU?"
And I know the answer is a big
YES
yet I still don't like going through dry spells
because
once you have experienced
GOD
you never want to go back to when
GOD
wasn't even a thought in your head.
GOD isn't a FEELING
& when I minimize
HIM
to become just that
HE
is no longer
GOD
because
GOD is bigger
&
GOD is grandeur
&
GOD is beyond any FEELING.
Can a FEELING create the earth?
Can a FEELING create a living being?
Can a FEELING be filled with so much
LOVE
that it
goes beyond creation~
by becoming part of creation
as a
BABY
who grows up to become a
MAN
who
FEELS
so deeply for you & I
that
HE would FEEL so deeply
that
HE would give
HIS LIFE
for everyone~
even those who question
"Are you there GOD when I can't FEEL YOU?"
My well is beginning to overflow now
as
GOD
just reminded me in this dry spell
that
HE is so much more
especially when I feel so less
because
GOD
is so much more than just a
FEELING.
Shame on me for ever
minimizing
HIS GREAT LOVE
that is
always present
for~
"Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down HIS life for HIS friends" (John 15:13).
And that my friend
is
A GOD
who is so much more than a
FEELING.
May you go beyond FEELING our GREAT GOD
by
EXPERIENCING HIM
always~
especially in the dry spells.