I am feeling it again~
NOTHING.
I am just
BEING.
It is a weird feeling
as I am not
hot or cold
or
happy or sad
because
I am okay.
It takes a lot for this brain of mine
to be so quiet~
except for the ringing in my ears
that is getting louder
because I just started focusing on it.
What if the ringing stopped?
What would complete NOTHING sound like?
Now I am feeling~
as tears are forming
as the ringing is getting louder.
I have learned to tune it out,
but now it is all I hear.
I wonder what total quiet sounds like.
GOD speak to me.
And I hear
NOTHING.
And I am still okay
because
GOD
doesn't have to speak to me in a loud voice
that overrides the ringing,
because I know that
HE is present
sitting with me in the
STILLNESS.
So maybe,
just maybe
I am hearing
SOMETHING~
THE STILLNESS OF GOD
that speaks louder than words.
Now the chirping birds are singing their morning song,
making my heart smile
because
that is exactly what
GOD
wants me to hear
in the
STILLNESS
and that is more than enough.
Listen for
THE STILLNESS OF GOD
&
you will hear
HIM
loud and clear.
"A hurricane wind ripped through the mountains and shattered the rocks before GOD,
BUT GOD
wasn’t to be found in the wind; after the wind an earthquake,
BUT GOD
wasn’t in the earthquake; and after the earthquake fire,
BUT GOD
wasn’t in the fire; and after the fire a gentle and quiet whisper" (I Kings 19:12)