I'm doing it again.
I am trying too hard to write something,
because I have nothing to write.
Even though I never have anything planned to write in these morning musings,
"it" will happen
after I begin my first conversation of the day
with
GOD
in the dark morning hours.
I talk to HIM
& then when I stop talking (yes that is possible for me)~
even if for a millisecond~
to listen to what
GOD has to say to me,
then my fingers just start moving across the keyboard
typing the words that are flowing from my heart.
The heavens don't part
&
a loud voice doesn't scream my name
&
a burning bush doesn't show up in the middle of my living room.
Oh I wish that did happen
then I would know that it "really" was GOD talking to me.
But GOD does talk to my heart
when I wait & listen in the silence~
as it is happening now as I type these words.
Tears fill my eyes & I don't know why
because I am feeling nothing~
but maybe,
just maybe
that is why
because
I am just being with
GOD
in the silence
&
HE is being with me
& wow~
that is more than enough.
Take a moment or 2 or 3 or 100000
breaks today to
BE STILL
enough to just listen
to
GOD
because
HE is
listening to you~
whether you believe it or not.
"COME NEAR TO GOD AND HE WILL COME NEAR TO YOU"
JAMES 4:8