I can't wait to see
what
GOD
has to say
as my fingers are typing
and I have nothing in my head
which is a very rare
occurrence
because this brain of mine
never stops producing
thoughts
that I don't even realize are there.
So this morning I am just going to type ~
and just writing the word
NOTHING~
sparked something~
that this is what it feels like to be in the moment.
Just being~
but
WHERE IS GOD
if I am not even thinking about
HIM?
Not because I don't want to,
it is just that my brain is blank.
I don't like this
because I question myself~
if
GOD is my everything
why isn't
HE even a thought in my head.
So do I try to produce a feeling about HIM?
Do I try to make HIM appear in a way for
HIM to show me that HE is here?
Or do I just smile & enjoy the stillness of the moment
just knowing
that
GOD
doesn't haven't perform miracles
or
give me a sign that
HE is here
because
HE never left
because
HE doesn't have to prove
to me & you & everyone else
that
HE IS GOD
& that
HE EXISTS
& that
HE IS REAL
whether we feel HIM or not.
Oh how I am so thankful for this moment,
as tears are forming in my eyes
because
GOD
showed up
in this very moment
because
HE
has been here the whole time.
BE STILL & KNOW~
just
BE STILL
&
you will
KNOW
that
GOD
always has something to say
to you & to me
even if is through
NOTHING
because
GOD
is
in the silence & in the waiting
& in the all.
BE STILL~
for that is the place where
HE
shows up in ways that you have never imagined
because that is
our
GOD
who never sleeps
because
HIS
eyes are peeled on
HIS CHILDREN.
So look up
even if you can't even see anything
because
HE
is looking at you
in the
STILLNESS
in the
NOTHINGNESS
of every moment.
BE STILL & KNOW
because
HE KNOWS YOU!