Day 10: Stillness

As I have been just sitting

&

Being Still

in these wee early morning hours

just waiting for

God

to fill my soul,

yet

Being Still

is all that is happening,

and I don't like it.

As all I hear are the ticks of the clock~

one at a time

second by second

time moving ahead~

yet all that I am doing is

Being Still

and getting frustrated

because

I feel nothing

I hear nothing,

but the ticks,