• Joni

Day Ten: What Do You Want?


As I begin my morning to sit with God,

to write Him a letter on my computer, (as this is how I start my time with God),

I immediately get distracted...

because there on my computer is the screen of my last visit…

Amazon Prime

Christmas shopping.

So I put God on hold, because I had no idea what I was going to write today.

It was so much easier to click on the lists of others and then push the button “deliver tomorrow”, and feel like I accomplished something…

Instead of going to God first…

Because for some reason I don’t believe that God has something to say to me today.

But, because of God’s grace, He will let me believe what I want to believe and He will even allow me to go to Amazon, again and again, to continue shopping...

But I still sit in angst...

Because I know that He does have something to say to me right now,

as He gently whispers to me

to come to Him,