Vulnerable upon Vulnerable

Oh I am being attacked

by

VULNERABILITY

as I am being attacked by

Me, Myself & I

who has been in

social distancing mode,

not able to run away to any distractions

but myself.

VULNERABLE~

"Being naturally susceptible to weaknesses or error

from the condition of being human" (word hippo)

VULNERABLE~

the cost of being human

VULNERABLE to myself

as I am discovering areas of me

that I didn't even realize were there.

Hmm..maybe that is a lie

as I know what is there

yet I choose to hold on

so that I am not

VULNERABLE.

Whether it is feeling purposeless IN Me

Whether it is feeling out of control IN Me

Whether it is feeling who is the me that you see when I am most

VULNERABLE~

when I can't hide who I really am

when I am pushed outside of my comfort zone

to be

VULNERABLE~

Exposed

Helpless

&

Unguarded~

but exposed

to the ONE who says~

"For there is no condemnation in those who are IN CHRIST JESUS" (Romans 8:1)

VULNERABLE to the ONE

I am HELPLESS to~

"Our help is IN the name of the LORD" (Psalm 124:8).

VULNERABLE to the ONE

whom I come UNGUARDED to

for HE covers me with

HIS PEACE that guards this VULNERABLE heart

so that

being

VULNERABLE

isn't so bad

when

this

VULNERABLE

state is being so renewed & revived

IN HIM

that I will never be the same~

Because

being

VULNERABLE

is agreeing with GOD

that I am not in CONTROL today

as I have never been in CONTROL

on any given day

as this pandemic

has opened the eyes of my

VULNERABLE heart

to the ONE who knows me way better than I know myself

because

"MY GOD IS STILL IN CONTROL" (listen to the song below)