Oh I am being attacked
by
VULNERABILITY
as I am being attacked by
Me, Myself & I
who has been in
social distancing mode,
not able to run away to any distractions
but myself.
VULNERABLE~
from the condition of being human" (word hippo)
VULNERABLE~
the cost of being human
VULNERABLE to myself
as I am discovering areas of me
that I didn't even realize were there.
Hmm..maybe that is a lie
as I know what is there
yet I choose to hold on
so that I am not
VULNERABLE.
Whether it is feeling purposeless IN Me
Whether it is feeling out of control IN Me
Whether it is feeling who is the me that you see when I am most
VULNERABLE~
when I can't hide who I really am
when I am pushed outside of my comfort zone
to be
VULNERABLE~
Exposed
Helpless
&
Unguarded~
but exposed
to the ONE who says~
"For there is no condemnation in those who are IN CHRIST JESUS" (Romans 8:1)
VULNERABLE to the ONE
I am HELPLESS to~
"Our help is IN the name of the LORD" (Psalm 124:8).
VULNERABLE to the ONE
whom I come UNGUARDED to
for HE covers me with
HIS PEACE that guards this VULNERABLE heart
so that
being
VULNERABLE
isn't so bad
when
this
VULNERABLE
state is being so renewed & revived
IN HIM
that I will never be the same~
Because
being
VULNERABLE
is agreeing with GOD
that I am not in CONTROL today
as I have never been in CONTROL
on any given day
as this pandemic
has opened the eyes of my
VULNERABLE heart
to the ONE who knows me way better than I know myself
because
"MY GOD IS STILL IN CONTROL" (listen to the song below)