Where Are You God?

Just because

I have nothing to say this morning

does that mean that

GOD

has nothing to say to me?

Is it because I woke up at the right time

yet in a different time zone

so I am three hours behind

where I live?

Is it because I didn't sleep that well

because I kept waking up

thinking

Where am I?

Is it because the only thing that I can hear

is the ringing in my ears?

Is it because I am trying too hard to produce

GOD

when

HE

is just sitting with me in the midst of all my

trying to figure out why I can't hear anything from

HIM?

I guess

HE just spoke to me

in the midst of my

Trying & Striving to make

GOD

happen~

because

GOD IS GOD

&

HE is always enough

even when I & even when you

don't feel

HE is enough

~in the silence

~in the confusion

~in the pain

~the hurt

&

even in the doubt if

GOD even exists.

Oh

HE is beyond real

&

doesn't have to appear in a burning bush to

prove that

HE IS GOD.

So in this silent moment

the ringing in my ears

is a reminder

that

GOD

is with me in this moment of my seeking more of

HIM

because I am seeking

HIM

in the silence

& that is more than enough.

Do you hear HIM in the silence?

Do you see HIM in the confusion?

Do you feel HIM in the pain and the hurt?

Do you KNOW HIM?

Look to your left and look to your right.

Look up and look down~

HE IS!

"The LORD your GOD is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; HE will rejoice over you with gladness; HE will quiet you by HIS love; HE will exult over you with loud singing." (Zepahania 3:17)