Just because
I have nothing to say this morning
does that mean that
GOD
has nothing to say to me?
Is it because I woke up at the right time
yet in a different time zone
so I am three hours behind
where I live?
Is it because I didn't sleep that well
because I kept waking up
thinking
Where am I?
Is it because the only thing that I can hear
is the ringing in my ears?
Is it because I am trying too hard to produce
GOD
when
HE
is just sitting with me in the midst of all my
trying to figure out why I can't hear anything from
HIM?
I guess
HE just spoke to me
in the midst of my
Trying & Striving to make
GOD
happen~
because
GOD IS GOD
&
HE is always enough
even when I & even when you
don't feel
HE is enough
~in the silence
~in the confusion
~in the pain
~the hurt
&
even in the doubt if
GOD even exists.
Oh
HE is beyond real
&
doesn't have to appear in a burning bush to
prove that
HE IS GOD.
So in this silent moment
the ringing in my ears
is a reminder
that
GOD
is with me in this moment of my seeking more of
HIM
because I am seeking
HIM
in the silence
& that is more than enough.
Do you hear HIM in the silence?
Do you see HIM in the confusion?
Do you feel HIM in the pain and the hurt?
Do you KNOW HIM?
Look to your left and look to your right.
Look up and look down~
HE IS!
"The LORD your GOD is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; HE will rejoice over you with gladness; HE will quiet you by HIS love; HE will exult over you with loud singing." (Zepahania 3:17)